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Got too close to the fire Couldn't keep up with the learning So, I smiled for a while Until the tears flooded my sight I pretend that I'm okay The thought of liars They're killing me I only wanted you to see Me inside the light of my dreams Once in a while, dreams die No need to shed a tear There's no crying In her room, goodbye Only silence / I wonder do you cry for those lost in the fire I wonder if you ponder the ones who sink Love lost in the fire I'll take my bow alone Cause everything is a tragic play Find me inside the note I am the phantom you broke to know / I wonder do you cry for those lost in the fire (Falling down into the gray uncounted) I wonder if you ponder the ones who sink...

Born inside the bile / I've been born inside the bile / I'll cut it all down...

I just might be your favorite nothing / I like the way you throw it away / All of me...

I'm frightened every time / That I draw breath in life / Like an hourglass...

Skipped and depleted / This steppingstone that is my soul / I can't defeat it...

There is no explanation / I feel the world has turned against me / Out from less below...

I finally got home in this hell I'm in the flames and I know them well Looks like I'm doing just miserable enough / I finally got home in this hell I'm in the flames and I know them well Looks like I'm doing just miserable enough And you won it all it / My purpose is dwindling now Falling to shit is my life somehow I just can't wait for the next Sin of torment I'm accustomed to The trauma only hurts when I'm here The burning sensation consumed by fear And you just keep winning each day That you live your life I'm not well...

Release the past Don't wallow Another yesterday The past was meant to show you What you can take Do not listen to the things Nostalgia says She is a liar and siren / Uncertainty can often Bring about anxiety But you must let go of What once was / Let it not control Your tomorrow The unknown Is nothing to fear Allow yourself room to grow The better future often requires Cutting a the...

Syncophant leeching again Thriving only on stolen life force Taking what was never yours Build an empire upon Breaking the others like a cancerous virus / You're so ill equipped to deal So you steal my energy / You robbed me for the last time Leeching off everything I am This time I'm onto your kind You won't rip me away My life is mine You have no room inside my mind I shall survive...

looked within I faced myself I never thought it'd be this much of a challenge And now I understand What it all meant I was running from The things I hid inside / Insecurity left me blind. Myself I must find / Break out of the confines Leave the hate behind I am only human Give myself some space to find...

It's been a year from hell / The wind was knocked right of my sails / Abandoned by a love...

It took my life And I finished off with a knife Slice through vein and bone / What a day it is already I can't wait to fucking cry I look forward to the sorrow / Maybe I'll get lucky And I fucking stop breathing. Heart finally cawing in What a not so fortune circumstance I've had a great time in the sorrow Thirty years of pain I'm not tinging in the rain....

A proclamation to a dying nation / Vision less disoriented / Division perfected...

I should have saw the signs When it told me to run away I was blinded by my own empathy / I cannot light myself a better cave My empathy must only be for those who been with me I will not let myself become what I hate The thing that mirrors the past is being Laid to rest today / I can't cancel out what transpired I've only got myself to blame...

All in vain / Opposed by the truth / Revealed within The summary, the substance The essence made of only Rotten ideas...

We live a life of shadows / We live a life of dismay / There's no black and white...

All I've ever seen out of life / Are reasons that I want to die / Die...

I'm bowing in the mud and embers Burnt down and soiled Last movement in before the fire Ignition set it Set it to char body in street Look at who we killed Killer smiles his mugshot That style is like a death position / One posing for a padded room The other for a fitted suit / Are we rotting with presentation Should we really go to these lengths Just shove ya to the back You know the early birth always got The alleyway garbage can Are we rotting with presentation Should we really go to these lengths You can all just Just shove it to the back You know the early birth always got The alleyway garbage can...

We are holding onto a temporary state / Of fucking numbers beyond one The numbers betray It wouldn't be one You're only lying to yourselves Thinking you are someone One is borrowed Your a zero at best You're a zero at best / She'll never hear this album...

What if I am just a madman I thought I sipped some water / What if this is killing me / Found myself drowning tasting the sea...

No, those aren't tears filling my eyes If I am honest, I've never been too good at saying goodbye It kills me to know, I'll never hear your voice again I'll always remember you my friend / But I know there will be peace in the valley or so they say And I know there is a place where everything is okay / Can you tell me how to get to the valley I'm sinking, in this world of misery Take me across to the valley I feel so betrayed by life Show me the light again...

No soul to sale Within, without No difference really Full of doubt Sinking beneath the pyre Dwelling on that same fire Erase your hope Lifeless from a rope / Couldn't pinpoint the origin of this existential crisis Maybe it was when my mother taught me about religion. Always wondered how it felt for everything to go black Now I see our lives are a DMT trip I'm waiting for the final slip / It begins to feed on our uncertainties Things we try push back into the subconscious But we can't escape these things The elephant in the room beckons us to face the cold mirror of truth...

Too many close calls / I almost didn't wake up this morning Had the gun loaded then cocked and Aimed at my head / Maybe that gun was a metaphor for my will Either way it was fucked from the start And maybe its time it's time I heal Beware...

It plagues my mind Questions I cannot find the answer to Why am I here What is the meaning of this life? / As I ponder the unknown Many questions without answers And I try to plead with God Only met with silence And it seems as though my life Didn't come from nowhere But the reality is No one knows how we got here / These are the things That prevent sound sleep at night How I wish the thoughts would stop for a second So I could breathe And it keeps me up when I think about the ones I've lost Will I ever see their faces beyond Or are they hidden in my memories...

To live a life in solidarity Is to mean sadness perpetually echoing inside ones head In solitude you find the meaning of true self A state of mind untouched by the world Confined within your thoughts When all is as one / To be the giver you must learn a hard truth The world will only take what you possess To be the giver you must know it is of poverty From the outside looking in But to self it is your riches And when hearts are cruel you are kind in spite of all To be the giver smallness is to be tall / Remain in a state of humility And implore the dream...

Was this part of your great plan Take everything away Take me back to the dying Just a shell of a man Sorry it's been so long Since we've last spoke I've been angry I find it hard to let go / It's been a journey through the inferno Bringing me back to my knees I've had enough loss I'm sorry I mocked the cross / I'm not wired to handle This on my own...

Life seems to smash our hopes and dreams The human will cannot sustain us Against the currents of loss and pain / Give up the thing that makes you a mortal Give up the thing that makes you human / The bowing down Come what may we will always be in doubt The scenes, the breeze The prayer-less Still on their knees The guilt...

Disconnected from empathy I see You don't want any part of this You're better off not knowing me / Cut the ties that had bound us together Nothing will ever be the same This fucking world drove a wedge between What we once called familiar / Are you fine with the disconnection You don't know your own direction...

Born into this world with no chance / Survival just isn't in the cards / Play another hand...