Alone in Damascus

Was this part of your great plan Take everything away Take me back to the dying Just a shell of a man Sorry it's been so long Since we've last spoke I've been angry I find it hard to let go It's been a journey through the inferno Bringing me back to my knees I've had enough loss I'm sorry I mocked the cross I'm not wired to handle This on my own Forgotten by the ones that claimed love Their love was empty Even on my best days Everything is so vague "I'm here for you" I've heard so many times No one ever comes through Carp Diem Seize the day Only demons dwells upon this rock Carp Diem No one ever measures up I need to find the way to an end