Survival Rate

I woke up from a dream I've seen so many awful things it clouds my mind i can't return got so many things to learn i heard your voice but i won't be back we've reached too far Living on a deadline so many left behind i know it must've crossed your mind that this is what lives inside we try to hide from the day put the mask on escape but this is all behind me you tried to live with the fear but it burns so sincere every way i know just stays the same The time is right i know the signs it's all right here but i'm not near over the hill and then they'll kill i know the way but i should stay lips move no words it's all absurd i hurt inside they all have died when you realize you're next in line it's no surprise they all will cry I've just been waiting for you there's nothing more left to do i see you behind my eyes i know you paid a great price They stand and hold out their hand they wanna take what you have even on your last stand i know their entire plan I didn't mean to bring you down just tried to show you what's around i didn't mean to hide the pain but that's all that's left today i see the scars in your mind we know that this is the time I've ran in line my entire life would you care to know if i let go I've stared the demons in their eyes i let them know there's no control I heard the voices intertwined what's left behind it's all just time when it's all in your head and you're seeing the dead you'll know it's wrong it's been too long You know calamity it's all insanity it's all inside of me and these are the things i cannot be you know society and suicide you will see they just can't take it no more they'd rather go be below Survival rate is not high you'd rather cross that new line the bullet's screaming my name and it burns all the same but things are not what they seem i won't go out this way gonna live my life till that judgement day I've just been waiting for you there's nothing more left to do i see you behind my eyes i know you paid a great price They stand and hold out their hand they wanna take what you have even on your last stand i know their entire plan