Turning Blue

How do you feel tell me what's real what's up in your head? All of your pain staying the same while you lie in bed Cutting the light it wasn't bright never could shine on Holding these things will only stain the canvas of your heart I don't wanna cause you pain put the bullet in my brain build your life for something new while my skin's still turning blue Lacking a will symptoms that kill caught in a repeat Pointing their hands making you sad how could it be this way What you should do how you should be they have the answers If you won't bend and be just like them then you're just shit Plastic little people never willing to be equal and your time they'll slave and it's all a shame so will you play their game? Maybe i was thinking it could be so fuckin' different but it's still the same you'll just forget my name and disregard my pain Baby we're flawed don't be appalled there's no confusion Live in the rain might cause some pain but we will grow We're feeling old it's getting cold sick of these heartaches Still knowing i hate all of the days you've been away They say wisdom comes with age tell me why you feel the same? don't believe the words they say we can make it our own way