Saturni Dies

I've been awake I'm meant to break so much too take there's no one with me here You fantasized you paralyzed you demonized the world that could've been I'll kill this fate i might be late there's no mistake there's nothing for me here This damaged state you tried to fake can't replicate the way we felt before You just left me here as if you don't care what you thought was there in your head so clear Paint the windows black on a real bad day look me in the eyes on the saddest day help me hang my head on the very last day think you left me hanging on a Saturday Here's a little pill helps you keep it real there was nothing you could not be but they would never let you see This pain we share locked in a stare but no one's there i hope you never know The way it feels the dreams it steals this happiness was never made for us You're looking fine but dead inside say it's alright you know it never is those things we hide locked deep in mind we create hell and so we let it burn This was not the day look the other way know your way inside don't leave it behind Paint the windows black on a real bad day look me in the eyes on the saddest day help me hang my head on the very last day think you left me hanging on a Saturday Here's a little pill helps you keep it real there was nothing you could not be but they would never let you see