Ordinary

I can't go on being like the fucking ordinary got the things you want but maybe you're a visionary all the dreams you had are now just fucking dead and buried Go on pull my strings and make me feel alive again peel my flesh away and make me feel alive again i don't wanna be the one that's fucking dead within I think the time is right now you can have all control no matter how much you beg i don't think i'll let go I want to hear you scream but i don't mean these things i'm just so fucked up now and i can't make it out I always have these dreams it seems they're taunting me your face is haunting me why can't i let it be Everything anything i could break any day everything anything i could break any day don't you want it don't you need it don't you want it don't you need it don't you want it don't you need it don't you want it don't you need it Woke up in the morning find out that you hate yourself nothing's ever looking up and i can't take a breath gotta take some time and put it back together now I don't wanna be this way i don't wanna be it i don't wanna see these things but i have to see it maybe then i'll understand why i'm in denial I feel the world crashing down upon my shoulders but with the will I've obtained i'll crush these boulders I wish you could see me now i'm standing stronger it all hangs over my head when i'm sober Can't shake this feeling inside sometimes it consumes my mind i know i have to break free or i will never be me Everything anything i could break any day everything anything i could break any day don't you want it don't you need it don't you want it don't you need it don't you want it don't you need it don't you want it don't you need it