SONG LYRICS & CHORDS (B)

Is there ever really a right time / You had led me to believe / Someday you'd be there for me...

With the sun in place, there's a test of faith / Streams of thought awaken / New realities...

Darkness and silence surrounding my flesh / Did I really wake up or am I still in my dream? / No sounds or pain I can't feel anything...

I was born on these streets years ago / I was the king of the neighbourhood / Fast on my feet, I was elite...

I awoke in the darkness / A ringing in my ears / In the cold and the silence...

Riding down the spine that is / The backbone of the island / Welcomes back this English man...

Sit there thinking / In your room / You feel the pressure...

Think / Of the days when I had too much / Of the things we found...

Take a knife and carve it in / Want to see your faults / As a part of your pretty skin...

I really don't have anything to say / Just pass me by / Don't ask me the same questions...

Call me by my astral name / Breeding fear through worldless tongue / Heavenly thirst - unspeakable pain...

Raging through fields / Covered with death / Killing families...

Too many slaves in this world / Die by torture & pain / Too many people do not see...

Rollin' just like thunder, / tryin' to get you down / Mistreatin' ev'rythin',...

I hear a rock 'n' roll guitar, / screamin' wild on the radio / Well,I know what I like,...

People pushin' like I don't know (*) / I'm gonna live my life like I wanted to / Mu hopes shot down,my backs to the wall...

Culprit - Deceiver - Betrayer - Liar / Forcer - Rapist - Destroyer - Maimer / Culprit for being way too much...

Exist, what a shallow word. Nothing makes any sense. I'm lost. Completely lost. They say that you could always get help. No. / Not when they leave. They all leave. They will one day, or they did. Counting only on myself does not suffice. I do my best every day but nothing fucking works. I am too fucking old too still feel the same, and my languages are not sufficient to express my emotions. I'm a broken teenager in a wrong, old, feeble body, and for fuck's sake i'm trying, but it doesn't fucking work. Try to exist, to express yourself in a sea of fakeness. Try to be helped when you're so much an empath that you suck all people's negativity. Try to appreciate the world and people when they profit, only profit of yourself, of a situation. Try simply to be, where everything around you is made to destroy you. And people get together, and they might become one entity strong enough to survive. But how is it for me, alone, lonely? Outcast. Breathing an air which stinks your own sweat. Pissing on another side of your shit mattress because you don't want to move. Considering a cardboard box as home, or toilet. Not caring anymore about technology. Leaving people alone because they already left you. Those who come back have so much pity in their eyes that it's a burden for them. Again, a fucking burden to people. J'en ai marre. J'en ai marre putain....

Rivers rush, behind the blood / The cinder skies come alive with this drop of sunset / How far can we go? Along the elusive flood...

They blindly accept conventional wisdom / Imagining that there is nothing more / Sheldrake said the speed of light is not constant...

The vacuum of space radiation and cold / Should have killed you but you just won’t let go / Determined to live to take back your life,...

Look what you've done to your world / Do you think you deserve all the freedom you have / Watching the future unfold...

I thought I stood on solid ground / but I was floating near the stars / And never once did I look down...

Here is a prophecy. / Two stars will fall from the western sky, on a winters night / The first our dead brother...

I’ve lost my way I don’t know who I am / After all taken there is not much left of me / I’ve seen their face hard just like the stone...

The freeway is jammed and it's backed up for miles / The car is an oven and baking is wild / Nothing is ever the way it should be...

As I live, so I die / Here in, endless night / Time to be, time to see...

I'm running out of my time, I'm running out of breath / And now it's getting so I can't sleep at night / In the day, feel like death...

Wake alone in the hills / With the wind in your face / It feels good to be proud...

Tough times never last though people always do / And so being tough is something you will have to choose / Choose to abandon the fear of your own death...