Unending Torture

Locked inside my mind, there is no escaping And in the trials of my life I often fail The screaming voices keep me awake at night Echoes of past deeds assault my brain over and over No sleep No forgiveness No peace I may never rest again And easily overlooked are symptoms of madness Yet those are so surprised and say they never saw it coming I am my own undoing, set on this path from my birth Murder and torture in my heart, the screaming in my mind Because of my deformity, you’re going to fucking die And I will howl into the darkness, my hands soaked in blood Rocking back and forth between awareness and the abyss Spitting in the face of life, and lightly kissing death And the nagging need to burn it all down again Open up the veins, and end the terrified screaming No sleep No forgiveness No peace I may never rest again And easily overlooked are symptoms of madness Yet those are so surprised and say they never saw it coming I am my own undoing, set on this path from my birth Murder and torture in my heart, the screaming in my mind Because of my deformity, you’re going to fucking die And I will howl into the darkness, my hands soaked in blood