This Conversation Is Over

If there's a hole in your heart, stop digging You've got a scab on your soul? Quit picking. It's as easy as that, and if you're feeling offtrack, just get back ontrack again. Look, you're a quite decent human being. There's just so much that you are not seeing. It's not hard to get, but you get so upset that your walls go up again. And this conversation is over This conversation is done This conversation is over They're just emotions, they are not dictum So enough with playing the goddamn victim And despite your own view, hate to break it to you But your feelings aren't correct. At one point you were an okay person Why did you let your condition worsen? And blame it on those that were there for you most When you were at your lowest of your lows? And this conversation is over This conversation is dumb This conversation is over I never figured it to be the right kind of crazy Can never tell when its depressed or when it's just lazy I never feel like it's a thing that can be easily adjusted. Can I trust it to ignite me but not burn me to the ground? I often wonder how much of it is even worth sharing. It's hard to gauge if it's invasive or if it's caring And a decision such as that cannot be simply taken back, it's a thought, just a fleeting scrap. Keep it quiet, and keep it down. SIck of having these thoughts? Just stop 'em! It's hard to tell what the hell's your problem. There's a million or 2 people worse off than you and they seem to manage fine. You should stop searching down dead end hallways. ....wait, am I lecturing myself, just like always? THIS CONVERSATION IS OVER THIS CONVERSATION IS DONE THIS CONVERSATION IS OVER