Deafening Silence

She looked right into my eyes and said to me The hurt that you try to hide is killing me You drink a thousand lies, to freeze the past in time I’ve tried to fill this silence up But now it’s back again See the pain in my eyes See the scars deep inside My god, I’m down in this hole again With the laughter I smile With the tears that I cry Keep going down this road called life She says that I’m insecure, I guess she’s right Cause just when I think I’m sure, alone at night The agonies come back, this pain won’t let me be I tried to fill the silence up But now it’s back again See the pain in my eyes See the scars deep inside My god, I’m down in this hole again With the laughter I smile With the tears that I cry Keep going down this road called life Don’t need your sympathy I just want for this silence to stop killing me It’s deafening It’s deafening This silence inside me I try to fill this silence up But now it’s back again It’s empty like a suicide This pain inside See the pain in my eyes See the scars deep inside My god, I’m down in this hole again With the laughter I smile With the tears that I cry Keep going down this road called life Don’t need your sympathy I just want for this silence to stop killing me