My Hands Are Empty

Misery, cover me in waves The heartache is slowly Withering, I become her slave Succumb to the darkness Suffocating like I’m drowning in sand Depression’s got me by her cold dead hands Treachery, the choices you made Cut my heart open with this golden blade My hands are empty, lies so petty My hands are empty, kill me gently Medicate, I watched you slowly die The powders and pills Disintegrate, you right before my eyes The emptiness haunts me Glass reflections of a cold dead stare Ingesting chemicals of death with no care Memories, they haunt me they stain Of what you once meant to me before this pain My hands are empty, lies so petty My hands are empty, kill me gently I, I will not hide these scars of mine (Take away the shame) I, I will not be what's left behind (Find someone else to blame) Forgiveness, constricted No longer human A ghost in time