Cry Enough

i wish i could cry enough to say something better i wish i could cry enough to make it all okay again if i could cry enough and become verbal for the first time just a little bit enough after so many years I’ve found you and i’ve saved my first words just for you I’d know when I looked into your two eyes that you were just the one who saw me and let you know since 12 years ago when I watched motionlessly in the autumn towards the distant song only you know and now I’m crying in your hands i come around, be there i come around, hope you're there it always happens that’s what I said just what I said back then at least back then it meant something to always stay same I wish I even had a 6:00 AM to come and see you showering summer moments how could I have ever known that you would leave if i had known that such a short time a little floating dream we wouldn’t catch them all just place something in my fragile hands as fragile as them as short and sweet to hold my eyes towards something and let me know I can’t, i can’t lose it I would never let it go