Wrist Scar Blotter

And if I'm not around Will you lay to rest All the memories inside your chest Cause thinking's done with the heart The same cold one that did this to me from the start And if I'm not around Don't shed a tear You never knew how to be there while I was here And if I'm not around will you spare me Your self soothing words in my eulogy It was all I could do To stay another day with you On this planet known as earth Only pain and endless hurt Desert me before the end Suicide I bid you friend What color is on the map Only scars below the hand And if I'm not around Will you lay to rest All the memories inside your chest Cause thinking's done with the heart The same cold one that did this to me from the start And if I'm not around Don't shed a tear You never knew how to be there while I was here And if I'm not around will you spare me Your self soothing words in my eulogy It was all I could do To stay another day with you On this planet known as earth Only pain and endless hurt Desert me before the end Suicide I bid you friend What color is on the map Only scars below the hand