Without Hope

I just know it’s all gone wrong Feeling all the pressure can’t weather the storm Cause I kept myself in a cage all wound up and filled with rage Forgive oneself of nothing at all Pounding my head against the wall Guilt ridden and bound to lose Puncture my wounds, won’t see the truth I looked in the mirror, what did I see? One man bitter with apathy The whole thing turned out to be a joke But I’m not laughing, I’m without hope It’s never well thought out Just my instant demise I’m so bitter the hurt inside Haste and hatred my inner desire Ruptured I’ve lost it all My heart ripped out can’t stand at all Cause I’ve cost my brain to never relax Picking at all the torturous facts