What I Used to Be

I serpent blue I'm dwelling in deep ocean No fear but pain, violent emotions Disgusting greed And anger inside me is killing me Life, death, live, die again Life, death, die and live again I eagle red I'm leaping from the sky My deathly eyes will shine a light I'm breathing fire Hunting everything, eat them alive How can I forgive myself? I want to return to what I used to be Can I forgive the things I did? Unstopping, unending cycle of my life I poisoned green I'm bleeding intoxication Releasing virus to the nation I'm watching people coming by To die by suicide I spider black Inside the secret ruins No one must know, nothing is moving Forsaken land, falling asleep I'm falling off the edge I'm waiting for dawn to my dying day Crying in the rain with my only friend Waiting for dawn, first ray of liberty Watching my life go by in the night I can not feel anything I am not what I used to be Unrelenting, unending cycle of my life Can't remember anything Not what I used to be Can't remember anything I am not what I used to be