What Am I to Do?

In the end we might find what where looking for We might find all the answers Tried to reach for something but now it's not there I'm getting sick and tired Of people pushing me around Well I can't know for sure How I came to be Not really sure of anything at all What am I to do? Everything falls apart It's gone isn't it? They're just illusions right? Can't make up my mind what am I to do anymore? Find it hard to see through what is it that I found? It's gone not so sure anymore What am I to do anymore? What am I really doing anymore?