Vesta

I reckon you have something to say like you always do, disguised with an urge to control. Like always it's all about you, and the plans that you've made. Never and ever I will let you in because you command lives with passion. A hidden agenda has risen from your precious insecurity now. How could anyone stand to be around you? The profound you, let me be. Always seem to feel how we're safe and sound to relate to you. Your broken dreams is all I see! The way you get to me still puzzles my thoughts, it ought to cease when the day is done. But it tears me apart, it twists my conscience. I've never felt such impact on my emotions. I cringe by your presence, I hide and I tremble. I feel no connection just disgust and anger. I lash out from memory, daggers of the mind. I've tried so hard, please believe me. How could anyone stand to be around you? The profound you, let me be. Always seem to feel how we're safe and sound to relate to you. Did I put this curse upon myself, it shatters my daydreams alone. Do I leave or just ignore the fact that it will never leave my system? I see you've found a way to infiltrate the poison, it's really more than I can take. I hereby declare you nonexistent, never to return. Go! How could anyone stand to be around you? The profound you, let me be. Always seem to feel how we're safe and sound to relate to you. Your broken dream is all I feel!