Versus, I

So as the words were written So it shall be done Naught more but characters So kneel before your divine Bound to the script while the ink is barely dry Found no way to stay afloat Like a sinking firefly in quicksand The more you struggle the quicker you drown Where every page makes you wish No, beg for a chance to turn back time All the way to the start To erase yourself, become null And make it so you never ever existed at all What if I surrender? What if I let go? Will you ever let me? An empty note left behind A blank page with a voice louder than mine But I'll grant you this 'Twas hard to read between None could ever see my lines What if I surrender? What if I let go? Will you ever let me? If I say I believe can you make me cease to be? Erase the words I've written Erase the things I've done Erase all I've become Not a thousand words but one Erase it all then erase the scars Make it so, as if I never ever existed at all What if I'm no longer me? Just like the end of a dream On the other side Will we remember? Throw me into the abyss Along with all the memories No longer reminisce Erase me