Valerie

i can't just accept the way you left i can't just ignore all this shit, i blame the whole world i don't know how to live without you and i never will i guess i'll just strangle myself til i'm blue until i can't feel i'm tired of grieving, i'm tired of screaming my fucking throat is bleeding my head is aching, heart's constantly hating my mind is fading my wish to merge with your body will never come true my lust is my torture, your death is what i will never go through i lost you, i lost you, but can't stop loving you you were my everything in my songs i keep screaming about how i can't get over it i'll bleed out, i will hang, i'll escape myself you are my soul, you are my god you are my devil, you are my endless love