Unwanted Memories

Unimagined scenarios Stain my living mind Feed this into the thought machine Of anyone but me Take this pain take it all away And rid forever from my mind Take from me Unwanted memories Unsettled direction Is where my mind cant go Shut it down or witness now The grasp of lunacy Take this pain take it all away And rid forever from my mind Take from me unwanted memories I will not live insanity I can't defeat my mind Nail up the door to my horror Leave it all behind Leave it all behind Unwanted memories I will not live insanity I can't defeat my mind Nail up the door to my horror Leave it all behind I live for life i can't deal with this Smothering my days The thoughts that sit there in my mind Life is so restrained Take this pain take it all away And rid forever from my mind Take from me unwanted memories I will not live insanity I can't defeat my mind Nail up the door to my horror Leave it all behind Leave it all behind Unwanted memories Over and over it tears away at me Can't stop it now it owns my mind unwanted memories Then suddenly it comes to me On how to clear my mind I'll join these pictures in my thoughts I welcome suicide Suicide No more memories I now can die with sanity I did defeat my mind Nailed up the door to my horror It's all been left behind Replacing all the worst of times With the curing act of death All of this just memory now The non-thinking man lives best