Unfortunately

Confusions born here every day Spinning circles upon my brain No idea which way to go Roam around without a home So fucking lost, invalidated So brought down, demasculated All the joy just disappeared Another bed full of tears Coming apart at the seams Wanna be alone for the rest of my years Don’t come inside Leave it to me to go on unfortunately Hope dissolved, degenerated The negative has penetrated No wish for sympathy It’s all a mystery to me All my wishes evaporated Insecurities saturated So many flaws reappeared The wrong way I tend to steer