Two Lives Worth of Reckoning

It's is just the way it starts, the way it feels, submissioned while trying to find the lead. One thing to another, the way it goes, the plans you were making are turning cold. One by one they set your fall, so distinguished yet having to go through it all. Forged into something that wasn't meant to be in the shadow of make believe. Round two! You're trying to make me bound to the circle within me. I gave it away, and now I am so tired! There's nothing more left to fight, I'll be learning to change. Two lives worth of reckoning! It hurts to be blind, and how I've been fading lights. I've been crawling to pick my side, and it left me deranged from the reckoning. It's just the way I need to plant that seed, won't settle for nothing, won't settle with greed. All I'm asking for is to reach the point where I won't dwell on resentful times. Round two! You're trying to make me bound to the circle within me. I gave it away, and now I am so tired! There's nothing more left to fight, I'll be learning to change. Two lives worth of reckoning! It hurts to be blind, and how I've been fading lights. I've been crawling to pick my side, and it left me deranged from the reckoning. When I see that graceful day, the hours remain from the scar to the threshold. It will be the greatest slay, the forced mind will turn, won't stick or burn. I'm holding on, it goes deep within, releasing the guilt, please encourage my will. It will be the sweetest release, the struggle makes free, and the air I would breathe. I gave it away, and now I am so tired! There's nothing more left to fight, I'll be learning to change. Two lives worth of reckoning! It hurts to be blind, and how I've been fading lights. I've been crawling to pick my side, and it left me deranged from the reckoning.