Trying to Find the Fairytale I Lost

I take another step towards the ledge Eyes closed as I know what is there Dark is the night of my life and terrifying The stars are calling me Embraced by this void Black holes reveal themselves Demon is the name you gave me But now I take my existence back Trying to find The fairytale I lost Embraced by this void Black holes reveal themselves Demon is the name you gave me But now I take my existence back Into the blackness of the abyss Goes all my hate and my suffering Shallow up all my being My consciousness now lost in a new way I am trying to find The fairytale I lost so long ago It was lost to your hatred for me I was a child and I knew no better Never again, never again Never again to feel this pain I shall be one with universe once more From ashes to ashes And from dust To dust Embraced by this void Black holes reveal themselves Demon is the name you gave me But now I take my existence back Trying to find The fairytale I lost