Torrid Hopeless Eon

I think I've taken A picture for myself And I see a Colourless canvas It feels so lovely Every day I am away And I can't wait To see the world this way Today in the eye Is where I am I'm told to expect Great Lost in the daydream Falling into The cloudless night The night is so beautiful I can't find my way Expecting to see Up under your bed Now it's like another day Will we be lost What was the purpose Of all the suffering The suffering We live happily for It's great to be Senselessly Solid food Silence is the only word I have left to carry Now I feel A genuine smile I can't hide the scars Of all the wounds I can't hide the scars Of all the wounds Can you explain the way I face morning in the shades of A garden of other rain Where cuts of agony start And wounds to fill new pain