Tomorrow Will Never Be Seen

I used to think that time was once on my side I used to think that we could make things work.. it's been months since we last really spoke and it's almost as if you slip further from me each passing day goes by the distance that separates us tears me from the inside again and again but it's my fault... it feels as if I'm selfish for missing you because it's my fault my mental state was declining and I pushed everyone away now every time I sleep I dream of you kissing me and with every kiss it feels more and more real but it isn't it never was for months I can feel myself spiralling again wondering if you ever or if you will even remember my name this time next year that's if I'm still around then not that it'd make a difference I've got a couple of screws loose there's nothing to miss in me and I have nothing to lose now that you're gone...