To Kill Myself (Demo)

I suck the blood from my own throat Hacking my neck from the inside I severed my left arm with a hatchet Bleeding to death slowly, choke, mutilated Losing all bone control Rope now tight around my own throat Living this life isn't a reason to die Better off dead in a grave I cut my throat, I hate myself, Every day, intercept, execute I slit my wrists and bleed to death To kill myself Severed head, release my terrible pain Suicide, I will escape I cut my eyes from my face Breathing out the back of my head Suffocate, poisoning Broken neck, choke to death I cut my eyes from my face Breathing out the back of my head I put the gun to the roof of my mouth Squeezing the trigger, I hear the explosion Burning my skin, breaking through cranial bone Living brain tissue implodes I cut my throat, I hate myself, Every day, intercept, execute I slit my wrists and bleed to death To kill myself Severed head, release my terrible pain Suicide, I will escape I start to choke on my blood Asphyxiate at my wrists Internal regurgitation I threw up my guts I cut my throat, I hate myself, Every day, intercept, execute I slit my wrists and bleed to death Missing my legs from the knees down Just letting the gangrene set in Cutting four of my fingers with a meat cleaver Hoping I'll die of infection To kill myself Severed head, release my terrible pain Suicide, I will escape Severed head, release my terrible pain Suicide, better off dead in a grave