To Fade Like Ash

Days go by slowly And I just dwell In an empty room Alone with regret Because nobody notice's me anymore Sometimes it feels as if, I'm fading from reality Poisoned by hope Blackened by regret I'm decaying with those forgotten memories Everyone who once Was in my life has left And now I do not exist anymore Sorrow has become my best friend While I disappear I will look at each memory And remember when life Was simpler and joyful Since my innocence has died I've grew so numb To the world around me I've failed everyone I've failed my family I've failed my friends... I'd jump from the rooftops And show the world I exist And to prove That I hate myself too...