To Decay with the Memories

The patterns on my wrist Begins to dance Everything starts spinning And all the colours begin to get darker In a matter of seconds I will black out Ever since you left this world I felt my soul rotting Inside my beating chest An empty void consumes me I will never forget Those moments Your heart stopped beating Your heart stopped beating And I remember When I first received the news Everything stayed stationary Many times I tried to reunite Through suicide However, I'm starting to think that even death rejects me... Nothing feels the same Ever since you've left I stopped believing My faith has died I only pray To be next I still see your spirit Roaming around, watching me I can't help but to cry for hours Until my eyes start to burn And my throat starts to ache I still break All the time Living... without you... here It's not fair That I'm still here And you're not...