Time Must End

There’s no more pain to be felt No need to gasp for air Floor of the bathroom has stopped to be so cold and hard So cold and hard! There’s no more sound to be heard The room became gloomy But I was still conscious in spite of the silence and void Silence and void Have no perception of shapes or forms No concrete memory, no here and there Only a knowledge of my being’s all I have There ain’t nothing, no one, nowhere Alone Alone! Time must end There’s nothing to help me Endless pain and tormenting want Time must end There’s nothing to help me Endless pain and tormenting want It started to dawn on me then Initially too weak to notice and too far away to get fully aware Of light shining there Struck by sudden hope Light became brighter and brighter And started to burst Started to burst Frightened of thoughts That will eat me up from inside There’s no escape No way to erase Nothingness Crushed from outside Feel like dust that’s lost in nowhere Ashamed Ashamed Time must end There’s nothing to help me Endless pain and tormenting want Time must end There’s nothing to help me Endless pain and tormenting want Time must end There’s nothing to help me Endless pain and tormenting want