Things That Cannot Be Changed

walking in circles, i wait for the end overthinking things that cannot be changed remembering those people who left me behind they found someone else to hold tight all my loved ones are gone so many things i've never said and done time takes its toll memories are slowly fading feeble-minded, delusional ghost of a person i'm just a shadow of who i used to be staring at the wall, i wait for the end overthinking things that cannot be changed remembering those people who i left behind they will never appear in my life there's always treachery and deception avoid all contact, no exceptions yet still when i'm alone sometimes i feel the need to share some things with someone close like i used to do before past is all i have blurred images of better times with each day i forget more and more this void is unfulfillable i'm just unable to move on