The Tree and the Death

Disgrace! you screamed at me, in all your strenght and authority I crawled in the worst self, and I bought it all, without any clarity Denial! you yelled at me when I put you in front of your mistakes You then carved my skin with unbearable marks you could consider as fakes Sanctitude of wounds / I remain the one they broke Cast a spell on me / So I don't feel its grasp when I choke Wishing a thousand hours of rest / Breathing in the essence of eternal sleep Living a thousand torments in my head / While my body doesn't mark, I feel the guilt "Let me help you, lay your head on my chest / I will comfort you in these times of no rest Let me be the one / Who gives you the fire" And this guilt I feel is just a growing seed, a tree inside my mind And all the leaves don't bloom; stillborn, like dead butterflies And the branches ripping my flesh, until, I feel every nerves, every endings And I feel this fire but nothing burns, it's just a child that dies inside my being "Hush now, sweetheart. You will sleep / Time has come, sweetheart. Let it seep." It's burning off my pale skin / Growling flames using my vocal chords as a violin "Open your heart, open your mouth and scream your broken lungs out The violence has come, the darkness will fall, a one-timed blackout You will wake, you will live, and you heart will bleed But you will keep this fire that doesn't burn until you're freed" I greeted Death, and She left me to live again / The memories that broke me still intact In my heart, and in my cursed body / Until I see Her again, I shall bleed I shall bleed "Open your heart, open your mouth and scream your broken lungs out The violence has come, the darkness will fall, a one-timed blackout You will wake, you will live, and you heart will bleed But you will keep this fire that doesn't burn until you're freed" But until then, I shall bleed.