The Knife

It's hard to face the day When all I ever seem to do is get stuck Looking behind me Looking for answers Nothing will ever be found I'm lost inside the pain The sorrow builds it only feels worse Every second passing Nothing I can say These words are cut short like my breath But every second then passes Fear that I must must face I can't face my reflection I'm afraid of projection I am so afraid There's no going back now Gotta move forward through this motherfucking hell It's not the gray that I fear It's just the madness I see unclear What would I even know It's not the heartache of life It's all the sorrow Try to heal from the knife All that I can see So blinding never finding anything No answers inside this maze of confusion The empty follows me God won't even save me God won't even save me Just please leave me alone to bleed Caught up in a web Oh what a web we weave When we first practice to deceive Of things I can't forget Chasing ghosts are the things I fear the most I'm tired of this thread It's building up inside my head It's not the gray that I fear It's just the madness I see unclear What would I even know It's not the heartache of life It's all the sorrow Try to heal from the knife It's not the gray that I fear It's just the madness I see unclear What would I even know It's not the heartache of life It's all the sorrow Try to heal from the knife