The Easy Way Isn't Always So Easy

Where do I go from here? Too broken to fix this myself The world is closing in on me What if I end it all? The easy way, isn't always so easy What if I just Put an end to it Then everything Will be better I won't have to be In this pain One One in my head It could all be So easy Sometimes I Don't know what else to do Fighting this battle Against myself And I'm losing Drowning in this river Of hate and pain Will it ever end Or dry up I can't take much more of this