Suicide

I've been stumblin' through my years All I had was sweat and tears When I thought I had it made I was always much too late And throughout my whole life I've done everything wrong No way out - suicide No way out - suicide I am loosing all I get For myself there's just regret And my brain, it feels so ill Am I waiting for the kill? What the hell's there on earth that cold keep me alive? There's a shadow on my back taking the wrong track Now I've gone a bit too far I've begun a private war All I hate is myself but I've shot someone else