Still Suffer

Strength, I couldn't find it The hurt of my past kept me divided Caged, I lived inside it Stuck in my ways, forever blinded It keeps calling me back, calling me back, until I give in Shame, too many reasons Doubting myself again, keep sinking Oh god, I'm fucking lost, still suffer Forever doesn't change You're damaged just like me, still suffer The price of pain I'm still suffering Do it Pain, no longer silenced No good for myself, no good inside this Rage, rage, I hate who I am Push you all away, I stay defiant It keeps calling me back, calling me back, until I give in Fate, I will decide it The force of change, yes, has been ignited Oh god, I'm fucking lost, still suffer Forever doesn't change You're damaged just like me, still suffer That empty space You can't rease Forever doesn't change, still suffer the damage cuts too deep, you fucking suffer The price of pain I'm still suffering Feel the fucking pain, you never cared about me Still suffer to return harder