State of Trust

(Music: Brandstrom) Like a crack in the clean slate I see emotion take over the rational. We are the favoured sons of reason with tools at our disposal squandered day by day. Strip the thoughts, heal the system, take the original back. It is inside me, it is inside me now. If this is all I can remember can I ever trust myself? Like a flash or a fleeting glance I see movement in the corner of my eye. Now the mind goes into overdrive to process and deceive. How will I ever know? Give up the experience to halt the fictional mind. It is inside me, it is inside me now. Block out all that makes it painful, set the pieces back in place. If this is all I can remember can I ever trust myself? I track movement like light behind my eyes, made to match up with what I tell myself each day. My experience is what I do not know and one I cannot trust. It infects the marrow, a virus of ideas! It is inside me, it is inside me now. What my mind is telling me must come undone. If this is all I can remember can I ever trust myself?