Soulsick

I'm only real - At Places I cannot be My right Hand rebels And chops off the Left (The) hairy Ape walks into Stage He tries to stay erect The One who never slept In Order to be perfected The Arrogance of their Hands The joy of the Regret Soulsick Good at things I never did Soulsick - but skin deep Tense, frantic - but relieved Soulsick - but skin deep Tense, frantic - but believed I'm only real - at Places I cannot be Dead liquid vigilant Implanted into my Sleep The One who never slept The One, who stays erect The One who is profound The One - I do reject Soulsick, but Skin deep Tense, frantic - but relieved Soulsick, but skin deep Tense, frantic - but believed Soulsick Good at things I never did I'm only real at Places I cannot be Soulsick - but skin deep I'm not real, just believed in Soulsick, but Skin deep Not real - just believe it