Son of Night Brother of Sleep

If I could drive I'd be dead already. There are so many high places that I would jump from. I'd have some painkillers first and just as I'm about to pass out I'd leap. The highest cliff in the UK is in Eastbourne. It is 550ft high and it is a notorious suicide spot. I wish I could drive. I'm afraid that if failing that, I wouldnt be able to try again. Hanging is an option, but I'd probably get caught and end up with brain damage. I could jump in front of a train, but what if I just ended up paralysed. These are options for desperation. ... Maybe it will appear tomorrow. Maybe the bus that I will get on later will just take longer. I can hope, that's what I seem to do. I wish it would all go away, I wish it would go. ... Son of night Brother of sleep What you took you cannot keep