Solarium

Forever, stranded in paradise I will live to see blood pour from the sky like poetry from the lips of my accuser He makes for me a table in the presence of mine enemies To face scorn and derision In a place above his right hand Abuse yourselves and the ones you love For this was all that I had left Beyond the delusion of an eternity Something much blacker is ever putrefying in time And it pulsates through my veins All I ever wanted was to be truly alive And now I will truly die Before your eyes, a thousand times For the forgiveness of your sins and the perpetuity of chastisement To what condemnation shall we be chastised beyond the grace of death? To what shape of misery shall I offer this broken place? Watch as I bleed behind your walls I crumble unnoticed, without even a passing glance to validate my existence