Silent Jealousy

I'm looking for you, trying to reach your roses, carried away by the time. Playing with the silent madness. You've gone away from the stage, leaving no words, there's just fake tears left. Looking for that bouquet of roses that are admired through false pearls. I'm blind insane, in the red of silence, now I've lost your love. Look at me, I'm stained to my fingertips in deep red. I can't stand this song of silence. Flowing into the sea of phantom images. Even if I hold my heart, the blood stained angel that has arisen. I can not stop. Silent jealousy, don't you leave me alone. Falling into sadness, adored by love, that I can't return to. Into this repetitive solitude. Tell me true, where ever I go, I must learn to love this pain. I still want your love, stop your love. Silence the memories where the madness grows. I just wanted to stay with you, I just wanted to feel the breath of your grace. I didn't know what to do, I couldn't say anything. When consciousness returned, everything had been washed away by the tide, even you. But the scars of memory never fade away. I can't stop loving you, stop my tears, stop my loving, kill my memories... You dyed my heart in blood, no way to kill my sadness. Kill me before you leave, I can't see anything with the vision set on maddened love. Even now, I miss you, I can't live without you... Silent jealousy, fall into a dream. Keep holding on to the memory, to the dream. Silent jealousy, don't you leave me alone. Fading into sadness ... kill me