Sick Heart River

Leaning against what's next to me! Have no fear, won't see! will it eat me up, or bring me down? I'll gradually make up my mind, my mind. Revolution within myself, I'm puzzled still overwhelmed by the stories that you would tell. They always send me something! Revolution within myself, within myself. Let me give my best, I won't depend! This time I will make another plan to find... What's left, and nothing less, still I won't tread. I'll find my own way to make it all worthwhile. Call, call on me darkness! Wait, wait on me now! Won't you say, say that I'm sorry? Because I won't wait... I've found another form, it's breeding life. It must have been there the whole time when I was dead. Because I was pledged to emptiness, and now I've let myself to see all the thins I just didn't expect. Still I remember, still I repent! I'd walk through the never despite my descent. Reborn! Acknowledging the part of me that once was lost. I have repressed too many years, my utopia was within my grasp. Doomed in absentia, left to be sentenced. Still rising to cherish all the things I have left. Call, call on me darkness! Wait, wait on me now! Won't you say, say that I'm sorry? Because I won't wait...