Self Deficient

When you’ve lost the ability to try You can’t tell yourself another lie Waking up before you die Always wondering why Holding your head up so high Nothing for you to find relief in Will you ever be something to believe in? Is it a situation or just a feeling? What kind of image are you dealing? All your pride and all your misery Did I find a way to rape your mind by not raping you physically? Losing every time you win Looking so low to find that high again There’s not enough in the mirror It wouldn’t take you very far You don’t hate yourself enough to change the way you are All your pride and all your misery Did I find a way to rape your mind by not raping you physically?