Screaming Suicide

Welcome to this life Born into the fight Here to claim your dream Look you in the eye Patch the broken sky Craving dopamine Then my voice appears Teaching you of fears Are you good enough? You don’t recognize Head is full of lies You should just give up Listen well, better listen well Listen well, better listen well Don’t ever speak my name Remember you’re to blame Keep me inside Keep me inside My name is suicide Curse another day Spirit locked away Punish and deprive Hate to be awake Living a mistake More dead than alive Then a voice appears Whisper in your ears “You are good enough” Throwing down a rope A lifeline of hope Never give you up Listen well, better listen well Listen well, better listen well Don’t ever speak my name Remember you’re to blame Keep me inside Keep me inside My name is suicide Terrified in sleepless nights Caught in spotlight dead to rights Isolate and fight your mind Telling you you’re left behind My lying voice inside Keeps drinking cyanide And no more can you run Into the sun Terrified, sleepless nights Caught in spotlight dead to rights Isolate and fight your mind Telling you you’re left behind And now you speak my name You’ve given back the blame Keep me deep inside Don’t you keep me inside Screaming suicide Now that I’m exposed inside Shined a light on cyanide I’m no longer needed here Now you've faced your biggest fear