Sadists Dissonance

I chewed off all my fingernails And spat them on the floor And I'll cut off all my fingers now And have them for my lunch Than I'll laugh at all my friends And piss upon their graves Cause they talk about my health And I push them all away Cause I don't want no help Yeah that's how things are I've never cared a bit I stomped on all your dreams And ate a can of worms Than crashed my finest car Into your best friends old porch Now they've locked me up in vain Why can't they have some fun?