Ruminating: In the Diary of You

Dark room, candlelight Faint echoes of your scent Those lips, cherry blossoms A faint whisper in my ear The burden of you and I What could never be Yet I try So hard to Get to have you to hold And I'm wanting, and I'm needing Reconciled, please for me? I'm lost without your touch And I know it will never come Playing these things in my head All of the things left unsaid Playing it all in my head All of the things left unsaid Playing it all in my head Ruminating But alas, we found the problem There's no cure There's no cure Cause deep inside of me Always a hole I scratch the wound so it can infect me I want to remember the pain you gave I like it when you remind me every day Still I try I'm lost Tears I cry will never satisfy The rage you must feel when you look at me Sift through memories I'm lost inside my own diary of you Of you I'm lost I don't wanna drink your cup anymore I don't wanna drink your cup anymore I don't wanna drink your cup anymore I don't wanna drink your cup anymore