Reveries

Biting onto rusty nails Lying awake; alone with my thoughts You never knew how much I tried to keep us together Along our decaying hearts There was too much pain to bear Your heart does not beat Like it did that Summer The heat brushing against our skin As every rush of adrenalin Shown little meaning What I felt was real And now it's clear There's no turning back from this Wasting away like the youth that died Every breeze of the wind Kept us going When we ran through the forest Every little meant promise Kept us alive For what it's worth I'm done running from my problems Even if you visit my nightmares I will burn down the bridges So you can fucking watch The hatred you've planted grow You thought you killed me But I'm rotting inside your Cold and black heart The tar keeps burning me As my skin begins to blister and boil Cutting deep, deep inside of me My body sways like the fond memories Hide under my shadow Stalk my every move In the end Disheartenment fucking wins