Polytoximaniac

I'm quite prepared to use what everyone declines I can't restrain myself 'Cause devils in my head tonight Dullness in my eyes turns all the sunshine into rain And I deceive myself that I could never fall again I'm a politoximaniac Dangerous and blind A politoximaniac The truth begins to bite A politoximaniac It's all that I can say A politoximaniac From birth 'til my decay It's not a strong man's act to fall in ecsatasy I like to have a bit of fun also with medecine I blow my brain out of my head but I don't care Searching for a secret flavour restless day by day Sometimes I see reflections in the shade of god One billion cokroaches are ready to attack I can't believe my sense it's time to say goodbye The golden shot is due, erasure of my mind