Politoximaniac

I'm quite prepared to use what everyone declines I can't restrained myself 'cause devils in my head tonight Dullness in my eyes turns all the sunshine into rain And I deceive myself that I could never fall again I'm a polytoximaniac Dangerous and blind A polytoximaniac The truth begins to bite A polytoximaniac It's all that I can say A polytoximaniac From birth 'til my decay It's not a strong man's act to fall in ecstasy I like to have a bit of fun also with medicine I blow my brain out of my head but I don't care Searching for a secret flavour restless day by day Sometimes I see reflections in the shade of god One billion cockroaches are ready to attack I can't believe my sense it's time to sat goodbye The golden shot is due, erasure of my mind