Panic Attack

All wound up, on the edge, terrified, sleep disturbed, restless mind petrified. Bouts of fear permeate all I see, heightening nervousness threatens me. I am paralyzed, so afraid to die! Caught off guard, warning signs never show. Tension strikes, choking me, worries grow. Why do I feel so numb, is it something to do with where I come from? Should this be fight or flight? I don't know why I'm constantly so uptight. Rapid heartbeat pounding through my chest, agitated body in distress. I feel like I'm in danger, daily life is strangled by my stress. A stifling surge shooting through all my veins, extreme apprehension, suddenly I'm insane. Lost all hope for redemption. A grave situation, desperate at best. Why do I feel so numb? Why do I feel so numb, is it something to do with where I come from? Should this be fight or flight? I don't know why I'm constantly reeling. Helpless hysteria, a false sense of urgency. Trapped in my phobia, possessed by anxiety. Run, try to hide, overwhelmed by this complex delirium.