Opium

I want to understand But you've sealed the door And you won't let me in I know it's just too much For you to be so true Maybe you could take my hand Feels so cold when you hate me Even though I was always there Feels so numb cause your using And abuse your only drug Feels so cold cause you're dying By your own hand I can't make you see The fire that your burning in How could the best moments of my life Become the source of my deepest pain How can the images in mind Show me the darkest days How can you not see Your actions and what they are doing to others I can't know you like I once didn't Cause I see you in an opium light Feels so cold when you hate me Even though I was always there Feels so numb cause your using And abuse your only drug Feels so cold cause You're dying by your own hand I can't make you see The fire that your burning in Your heroin will guide you Through the gates And your bleeding binge It's your life now Its your wife now Lost in the stupid in your mind now It has hooks in you to pull Weighing you down I can't follow I can't go where you have been Feels so cold when you hate me Even though I was always there Feels so numb cause your using And abuse your only drug Feels so cold cause you're dying By your own hand I can't make you see The fire that your burning in Your heroin will guide you Through the gates And your bleeding binge It's your life now Its your wife now Lost in the stupid in your mind now It has hooks in you to pull Weighing you down I can't follow I can't go where you have been